February 2012
21 posts
I just read through old facebook conversations from the past year and a half and god so many things and people….come and go, and some I never think twice about and some people I think at least three times about. I read about a million conversations with Nick and realized that if I could ever love anyone it would be him and someday we will break each other into a million pieces. So many new...
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Thought of you as my mountaintop,
Thought of you...
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“You should date an illiterate girl.
Date a girl who doesn’t read. Find her in...”
– Charles Warnke (via jarrodis)
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My family made me DD
for my dad’s cancer benefit.
The fuck.
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Well take me, take me back to your bed I love you...
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“I’m in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void,...”
– John Green, The Fault In Our Stars
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"I'd love to just have a part in your life."
I have these things.
I have this one bad thing.
I have to write a speech for my father’s benefit. Which is Saturday. My page has been blank for so long. My dad cries a lot. My mom cries an awful lot. The rest of them cry a fair amount. I just..am.
I have this one good thing.
It stands out because it’s the direct opposite. He doesn’t really know, but he’s it.
Those are...
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“This is a subtle truth: whatever you love, you are.”
– Rumi (via letallthebeautyin)
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"I love you! I mean..shit..uh, I'm sorry, I..."
If it can be explained, it means so much less.
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Spliff.
I have quite an affinity for
making things as painfully, awkwardly up front as possibly in the most painfully, awkwardly incorrect ways at the most painfully awkward times.
Also, happy negative two years to my dear ex drug addict. We have officially broke even, which is pretty symbolic or something probobly. I forgot to remember to forget about remembering, anyway.
January 2012
6 posts
Death Cab binge forfuckingever.
Well,
I need to make myself a cocoon and metamorphose into something less me for awhile.
Interview for Brown
later….what the fuck am I even trying to do with my life right now.
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SOPA
Will have minimal negative effects on the general internet-using population.
At first.
And then it will blow up in five hundred different directions, either due to haste and misuse, the bill’s fuzzy wording, frightened overreaction, or or a little of all of those.
And, besides, well-intentioned or not, censorship is censorship.
SOPA is a big fucking boulder on a small fucking cliff.
...
3 years and 11 months
“What would you do if I bought you a ring?”
“I’d wear it.”
“That’s it?”
“I don’t know, what was I supposed to say?”
“Well, the question was, what would you do if I asked you to marry me?”
“Yeah, and the answer was: ‘I’d wear it.’”
“What would everyone else think?”
...
Flashbacks
I really need to stop.
December 2011
15 posts
Also, I really like Kate
though I’m not quite sure if I would kiss her face.
I really wanna kiss Nick on the face
Which is fine cause he’s kinda gay.
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Got asked to the movies by my boss
Like a boss.
ha.
As I walk through the valley of the shadow of...
I take a look at my life, realize there’s nothing left.
I DJ depressing music for my friends half naked
while they make food in my kitchen at 11 pm.
Sober.
…This is normal right?
She's so heavy heavy heavy heavy
I want you so bad.
I'm feeling pretty down circa '09
and it’s one of those, curl (as in, up in a ball) cut (as in, myself) or cry (as in, my face expunging dampness), kinda days.
So instead I added a brand new c, clean (as in, everything about my life that’s a fucking mess and a half so I can breathe in my own spaces) and I’m doing that.
Hopefully until I pass out and die for at least a few millenia.
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I just want to eat my oatmeal
without being grilled about my life intentions.
I love
late night, half-drunk phone calls, stupid conversations that mean nothing and everything, and going to sleep happy.
Shit tumblr has been
horribly and awfully neglected :(
In the spirit of giving, I’m giving a bit ol’ hug and an apology to my dear tumblr.
(>._.)><(._.<)
Sorry, bro. I’ll try to do better, but in all likelihood I will not.
As a sidenote, Happy Christmas!
November 2011
10 posts
I have literally not had the time to
breathe.
Or cure my sinusitis, which may be half the problem.
mmm, holes in my face filled with mucus.
In other news, Grey’s Anatomy not on until January? fuck the rest of this year.
Cancer
is just a word.
I mean, it’s not like it’s my cells that are suffocating themselves, right?
That awkward moment when you're in a rush
and spray hairspray into your armpits instead of deodorant.
Touche, wednesday.
Survivor's guilt.
And I haven’t even survived it yet.
So the kid that stalks me at kmart
left me a note with the managers, on receipt paper, stapled in a flyer, with a note on the front saying, “Please give to shannon the cashier asap.”
And then proceeded to speak in hood, “i’m just die n to get to know ya gurlll”
I mean, nice gesture. Bro.
But fuck man, turn the creep down from a ten to like a six please.
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Make that two rotten bananas,
One on my trunk, one smashed all over my heart.
There's a rotten banana on my trunk.
Not in it, on it.
10 points to whoever was clever enough to realize that that would make my day.
I mean, great new idea. Student parking lot banana tag? I think yes.